活着のExisting

人生在世, 究竟活着是为了什么? 意义何在?

What is the purpose of keep living? Why we ever exist?

我的老婆们のMy Wives

这是我第一只赚钱买的腕表, 2年前在过年前关丹买的. Fossil Twist Series ME1005, 全自动, 不需要电池, 摇晃就可以了. 全钢身, 十分的重, 按钮式扣带.
This is my 1st watch that I spent with my own salary, bought it 2 years ago b4 cny at Kuantan MegaMall. Fossil Twist Series ME1005, a mechanical watch, all U need to do is just swing or move ur hand, no need battery. Made of stainless steel with fold over clasp, quite heavy.

买了大婆, 忍不住又要了2妾. 去年在JJ买的Fossil Big Tic BG1079. 真皮表带, 磨沙钢表. 特别的是表盘有图案一直不停的变换, 但蛮吃电的.
After havin my 1st wife, 2nd will not be a problem. Fossil Big Tic BG1079, bought it last year at JJ. Brushed stainless steel case and genuine leather strap. The pattern at the dial will keep changing but it's quite high power consumption.

近来需要一点刺激及安慰, 也想到钱到死时是带不走的, 何苦压抑呢? 一不小心, 3妾就酱把它从1U带回家了. Police Rogue Dual Time 11745MSB/02M, 全钢身但很轻, 按钮式扣带, 有漂亮的日期显示. 特点在有两个时间轮, 可以同时设定两个不同地方的时间.
I kinda need some excitement and comfort lately and U cant bring ur $ also when U die, so y suppress the desire? I just bought my 3rd wife at 1U few days ago...accidentally. Police Rogue Dual Time 11745MSB/02M, a stainless steel body with fold over clasp, very light and has a date display on the dial. A unique design with dual sub-dials, U can set 2 different time zones at the same time.

从前& nOw

念念往生咒, 回向于众生. 从前念咒时经常观想给一切于往生了的众生. 如今竟然须加入父亲, 往往一观想时, 心会"磅"的一声, 一切思绪涌起. 想到了, 我又自动的把它压下, 有几深就几深. 我可以把它埋多深多久?

Usually when I pray, I will think of the ppl or more precisely those dead ppl, for their good. I cant believe that now I have to put my father in also. Every time I think of it, my heart will just BANG and OUCH. For instant, I bury it deep inside automatically. How deep and how long can I bury it?