Friday, March 6, 2009

从前& nOw

念念往生咒, 回向于众生. 从前念咒时经常观想给一切于往生了的众生. 如今竟然须加入父亲, 往往一观想时, 心会"磅"的一声, 一切思绪涌起. 想到了, 我又自动的把它压下, 有几深就几深. 我可以把它埋多深多久?

Usually when I pray, I will think of the ppl or more precisely those dead ppl, for their good. I cant believe that now I have to put my father in also. Every time I think of it, my heart will just BANG and OUCH. For instant, I bury it deep inside automatically. How deep and how long can I bury it?

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