爱♡Love

爱, 有很强的力量. 当拥有时, 能让你安心愉快. 但失去后, 能让你痛苦万分. 虽然说曾经快乐过, 当失去是也应该满足吧. 但失去后漫长空洞的煎熬日子, 谈何容易. 爱一个人容易吗? 当爱的人永远离开时, 那该怎么办? 为什么人要爱人也要被爱? 为什么爱了以后一定要承受离别的伤痛? 爸爸的离开, 感觉上像是出外旅行, 很快就回来, 但等来等去, 也只是一片空. 妈妈颤抖的双手, 一面抽泣一面的轻唤着爸爸, 可是爸爸就是不愿醒过来. 我不能接受, 也不愿承认. 每天, 心里就一着有东西揪着一般, 越拉越紧. 大家可能都认为我很坚强, 但其实我很想见到你时就抱紧你然后大声喊说:"我爸爸死了!我很难过!", 我很想用全精力大哭一场, 乱喊乱叫, 可是就是不能, 也办不到. 往往泪流几滴, 就立刻收干. 我害怕再爱, 但也希望能够好好的爱. 如果往后我有老婆了, 我希望她会是先行的哪一个.

Love, is a powerful thing. It can make U happy and comfort when it's around, but it also can make U sad and agony when it's gone. Some1 did say U been happy, y not satisfied when it's gone. But life after the lost, can U imagine? To love some1, is that easy? When ur love left forever, what shld U do? Why we have to love and bein love? Why we have to bear the sadness of the lost? The death of my dad likes he just went for a vacation and will be back soon, but after waitin and waitin, he just ain't come back. My mum keeps callin my dad's name in a whisper and tries to hug him tighly but he just ain't wake up. I can't believe it and I don't wana believe. Every day passes and my heart likes bein hook by some things, gettin heavy and heavy. Mayb every1 think Im tough and stron, but I wish I can hug U tighly and cry out loud," My dad is dead! I'm not gona make it!" I wish I can cry out loud, but I just can't do it. The tears will only drop down few drops then stop. I scare to love but at the same time I hope for love. If I ever have a wife, I wish she will the 1 who go 1st.